The Day you died
timer Published Date:27th Aug, 2020

The day you died everything came crashing down ,my breathing hitched and my heart refused to accept. You were long gone and never to be found. I couldn’t sense what was happening for everything was too much to handle .You were dead and nothing in the world could bring you back to me .And when that reality hit me like thunderstorm ,grief surrounded me like waves upon waves slowly ,slowly drowning me in.I was lost .Shattered.Hurt and beyond repair.

Silence became my best friend and days became cold and blurry. Even the greatest things that fascinated me once seemed dull and empty. No amount of words could implicate the grief caused by your absence in my life neither the amount of lucky pennies, 11:11 wishes or lucky stars could make you come back.

Following mourning days were the hardest and hurted the deepest .All i wished was to hear your soft voice ,the way you sounded when you used to call my name . To watch the way your eyes lightened when you talked about stars and planets .The way your eyes crinkled or the way your dimple showed off every time you smiled . I wished our happy memories didn’t made me cry so hard or how i wish it wasn’t difficult to see our pictures ,to remember our times together .And how much I wish you were still alive and still breathing .

The day you died ,you became my hardest good bye.So many words unsaid, so many emotions unexpressed. The day you died I died little bit more inside.

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अल्टिमेट आकाश

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लेखक : Santosh Lamichhane

मिती : November, 2018

भावनाको तरेलीमा

भावनाको तरेलीमा

लेखक : एन. पी. खतिवडा

मिती : 2016

मुना मदन

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लेखक : Laxmi Prasad Devkota

मिती : Evergreen

चामल खानेहरू र चौलानी पिउनेहरू

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लेखक : Santosh Lamichhane

प्रकाशन: November, 2018

बितरक : Samakalin Sahitya Pratisthan

भावनाको तरेलीमा

भावनाको तरेलीमा

लेखक : एन. पी. खतिवडा

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