Bad decisions
timer Published Date:22nd Sep, 2020

I ,a silhouette of indecisiveness,
and every so often bad decisions
that are enough to question my cognition,
and all the witty sides of me,
if I even have one.
And if the poets of old centuries
were to ever write analogies that defines me; they would not be poetic like the piano playing in a silent room filled with arts of the painters that were untouched from wars and great depression for they cared less about economic prosperity, stilled in time, and unbothered solemnly.
I am not a subject of romanticism,
if simply put into words,
I don’t bleed for my lovers,
and I definitely don’t know how to fight the demons.
Both under my bed and inside my head,
Revolutions don’t come from me,
nor revelations,
I only know how to salvage myself,
these things they never wrote before,
not in haikus, in poetries,
not even in testaments.
So they call it a bad decision,
that I choose myself everday,
a silhouette of ghost that haunts
almost everyone
who doesn’t know how to love themselves right.

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अल्टिमेट आकाश

अल्टिमेट आकाश

लेखक : Santosh Lamichhane

मिती : November, 2018

भावनाको तरेलीमा

भावनाको तरेलीमा

लेखक : एन. पी. खतिवडा

मिती : 2016

मुना मदन

मुना मदन

लेखक : Laxmi Prasad Devkota

मिती : Evergreen

चामल खानेहरू र चौलानी पिउनेहरू

चामल खानेहरू र चौलानी पिउनेहरू

लेखक : Santosh Lamichhane

मिती : September, 2015

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अल्टिमेट आकाश

अल्टिमेट आकाश

लेखक : Santosh Lamichhane

प्रकाशन: November, 2018

बितरक : Samakalin Sahitya Pratisthan

भावनाको तरेलीमा

भावनाको तरेलीमा

लेखक : एन. पी. खतिवडा

प्रकाशन: 2016