Chaos is her.
timer Published Date:29th Sep, 2020

Burning cities from rages inside her, one look into her eyes, you can tell, her soul knows too much. But she has been silent for days but decades now it seems. People mistake sadness for melancholy. Sadness comes and goes, sadness doesn’t kill you, you know it from the posters in the teal walls down the street, 24th Avenue. She has been inside fourth times in a week, her coworkers knew she was ill, but they knew nothing of thoughts insides her, those very dangerous kind. She knew she would die soon, but her dying – death felt easy for her, a swift move and in seconds, silence but living has been prison, trapped, suffocating and breathing pricked her, she wanted to end it all – to not feel, to not know, to blow away into the thin air like it was never there. to disappear. She loved the thought of ending so much she forgot what it felt when it began, to understand, to live, to love, she wanted the world to drown and herself along with it. The blue oceans that she wanted it to take her in, empty her, was comforting, serene, she wanted to float into the middle of the tides, to know the colour of the sun rays. and every ashes made from her touch – turned into gold.

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