Everything about you that I didn’t write.
timer Published Date:29th Sep, 2020

There was everything that I wanted to write about you, like how your hair looked in golden sunlight or how your skin looks so soft, soft as petals of first bloom, and your hands, how lines in them sketched pathways of long uncertain journeys. I wanted to write how your fingers are so perfect, your fury eyebrows, your beautiful mischievous smile, everything. I wanted to write all the things about you, about how you were and mostly about how you made me feel. But somehow I couldn’t, I tried though, changed seats, notebooks and even spilled inks all over the paper and still nothing came up. They stayed empty, my words, pages were never filled, and not so long after I thought maybe, just maybe this is it, some feeling don’t have names, feelings that you give. Unwritten but heavily felt, weighted deeper in our hearts, somthing that will never have a proper words or syllabus, not even an alphabet. All the times I tried to scawl you against these sheets countlestly, they stayed vacant, long spaces inbetween sighs, but so strong enough that I’d walk to the ends of the earth to tell you about all the words that I didn’t write. I can go on writing about other people, lives that I haven’t even touched, foreign lands, tulips growing on eastern coast and sound of branches underneath our shoes, shores, and even sad birds that no longer sings but however I’m incapable of pouring you into words, for some feelings have no names, and you are one of them, and all these pages they shall remain undefying empty.

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