Loving him was easy
timer Published Date:29th Sep, 2020

Last night he said he wants me, we both were drunk. I said our lives are different, he said he still wants me. He was undeniably handsome, color of his eyes were deep brown, he held great mysteries in them. Well, he lived in the city of arts, people made great love there, their moans would wet grounds, skies would often drizzle, skin to skin passion would flow. He was easy to love. I wasn’t.
I don’t take in lovers because weather changes and hearts too. I am not sure how love letters are written. Heart breaks at young age is brutal, young poets knew, wrote sonnets about it. I grew up in the farms by the little fountain where I painted loneliness in the shades of dark nights, and sometimes rarely summer breeze could pass. He was persistent, blood of youth and wilderness, he made me touch his hand – soft and tender, chastity was already dead in me. I wanted to know how people lived in the city of arts, and made great love. So last night when he said he wanted me, I wanted to drip into his hues in subtle ways, and saturate me, him into one and every inch of him to unravel mine – slowly. I said our lives are different, he said he still wants me, he still does. And every time his soul makes it’s way inside me, the coldness in him fuels the fire within me.

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