When I look at you
timer Published Date:29th Sep, 2020

I see those brown orbs I can trust, soft and sublimely brimming with kindness, an almost palpable to the memory of cinnamon rolls of the cornered bakery with red windows and I loved cinnamon rolls, also you and the red windows from where you could see abandoned light houses, palm trees and buildings along the southern coast painted in multicolours like rainbows on the grounds.
And I would picture you smiling at me, with love and with chaosness that you were made of, and for mere microsecond, it would make me feel jittery, but then you would ask me, what happened? Your face full of curiosity purely for your love to learn something out of odd things.
And you were a living synopsis of the mankind evolving over the ages and the ruins of buried civilization and smells of old books were sheltered pulmonarily inside you, and while you talked about dreamy evenings, gods and empty train stations, you filled my heart at recess, at nights when wolves howled in unison for the moon it could never touch.
As I looked at you closely, I realized what my mother meant when she told me about calamities in a human form, but I was unafraid of drowning , I was familiar with the taste of salt waters. So when I looked at you, what really, really scared me was the thought that your love will keep me afloat in days when blue waters would happily submerge me .

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मिती : November, 2018

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मिती : Evergreen

चामल खानेहरू र चौलानी पिउनेहरू

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लेखक : Santosh Lamichhane

प्रकाशन: November, 2018

बितरक : Samakalin Sahitya Pratisthan

भावनाको तरेलीमा

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लेखक : एन. पी. खतिवडा

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