Where do my heart belong to.
timer Published Date:29th Sep, 2020

Where do my heart belong to? A man, a place or the time that’s gone by or the time that is yet unknown. Ann, my friend from sixth grade told me it was mine and mine to keep, but then they are adamant to not let it go without breaking and burning, suddenly my cartilage feels powerless and hollow. Have Ann lied to me ? Is world lying to me? I need answers. My heart has been with me for twenty years now but also never completely, home feels multiple options in the exam sheets to which all of them seems accurate, it was never static, I’m afraid it never will be, and all my life would be clueless wandering, that one bird of feather that doesn’t fly together, aimless, unhinged among the pattern of multitude, how precarious, my heart in the size of the fist, has no shelter in this vast universe, to much to my dismay, I left pieces of myself in every little things I loved, but never loved me back, while my heart were occupied with faces and their laughter in case I forget them, another provenance for lament. I was terribly miserable. So I said fuck it, I cursed and cursed till my breath felt thick on my throat, it was never about the belonging, caging my heart from rest of the world is fundamentally impossible, so I let it free, and fragile, because no matter how far it will go, it will always come back to me.

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